its coming to an end for my beautiful 2008. The best year i ever had.
i summed my year up my doing a good deed
i helped a lost man find his way
if only, whenever im lost, people would pave a way for me
genting trip was so exciting, it practically took all my stress away
results out, i wont say im extremely happy, but i am contented.
for i really studied so hard, and having to juggle some things, i thought i did well
finally, i can say "last year"..meaning its 2008..because,,2008 seemed like so long, and it seemed
like everytime i said "last year"..it meant 2007..the worst year..
what will my new year resolution be? isnt that what teachers always start in a new year to his/her students?
2009 here i come!
Monday, December 29, 2008
Sunday, December 21, 2008
packing my table
I think its been very long since i last packed and cleaned my messy table. Also for the sake of the upcoming chinese new year. And to pack it nicely b4 i go on the bus!
chanced upon so many cards..birthdays..farewells..cny..xmas...from all the people that impacted my life somehow..from my cadets especially..it was so sentimental, and i didnt know i was her idol!..haha..felt so encouraged suddenly..
saw a birthday card, with nothing written on it, plastic still on, just 6 chi characters on it: zhu ni sheng ri kuai le. I almost wanted to use it for other people's birthday, since it was so brand new, so cute. Went to let mummy see and asked if those were her words, " hao xiang shi lehz..eh..bu shi..shi daddy de" and suddenly i realised it. It was during my 13th birthday when he gave me. It was on the way to chung cheng in the morning. That was what he always did from sec1 to 4, to send me to school in the morning in his tow truck. And because that was the first ever celebration i had for my birthday, though it was just a very simple get together with my relatives and neighbours. I never had a major celebration before.
It was the most special card i guess..he never once gave me a present, or perhaps i dun remember him giving..haha
yeah! sleep on the bus later!!
chanced upon so many cards..birthdays..farewells..cny..xmas...from all the people that impacted my life somehow..from my cadets especially..it was so sentimental, and i didnt know i was her idol!..haha..felt so encouraged suddenly..
saw a birthday card, with nothing written on it, plastic still on, just 6 chi characters on it: zhu ni sheng ri kuai le. I almost wanted to use it for other people's birthday, since it was so brand new, so cute. Went to let mummy see and asked if those were her words, " hao xiang shi lehz..eh..bu shi..shi daddy de" and suddenly i realised it. It was during my 13th birthday when he gave me. It was on the way to chung cheng in the morning. That was what he always did from sec1 to 4, to send me to school in the morning in his tow truck. And because that was the first ever celebration i had for my birthday, though it was just a very simple get together with my relatives and neighbours. I never had a major celebration before.
It was the most special card i guess..he never once gave me a present, or perhaps i dun remember him giving..haha
yeah! sleep on the bus later!!
Thursday, December 18, 2008
ANticipation
I like anticipating good things, good events etc etc...
Just like how I am anticipating the genting trip this sun. But as it gets nearer, it just makes me shiver again. For me, this genting trip will be a virtual place for me, so much so that i hope that i won't return to the real world and anticipate more hexis stuff! ALl the calling these 2 days made me want to go bad, i wonder which company will reply me that they are interested in sponsoring.
3 more months, and hexis will be over. Perhaps i will miss hexis then..will i?
I love anticipating CHINESE NEW YEAR! But when it comes, it's over again. Aiyoh.
40 minutes of skipping these 4 days will make me less guilty of eating during genting trip!
Just like how I am anticipating the genting trip this sun. But as it gets nearer, it just makes me shiver again. For me, this genting trip will be a virtual place for me, so much so that i hope that i won't return to the real world and anticipate more hexis stuff! ALl the calling these 2 days made me want to go bad, i wonder which company will reply me that they are interested in sponsoring.
3 more months, and hexis will be over. Perhaps i will miss hexis then..will i?
I love anticipating CHINESE NEW YEAR! But when it comes, it's over again. Aiyoh.
40 minutes of skipping these 4 days will make me less guilty of eating during genting trip!
Friday, December 12, 2008
yeah!
i finally made that call to her! yes, after some procrastination! Afterall, it is not as easy a task as you think, but once you start the call, everything was like to easy, it's just a conversation ma!
OKie, everything is arranged, small small in big big, here i come, soon! haha!
OKie, everything is arranged, small small in big big, here i come, soon! haha!
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Talk cock session
Oh man, someone indirectly made a decision for someone, a decision that benefits one, but yet does not benefit one. huh...no more magical may day that means..perhaps not even to mention the long awaited trip that was agreed upon in the real magical may that passed. That was what i had longed for.=< but, that someone will always support that someone's decision no matter what.
有得必有失，vice versa. You never get the best of both world, why? You are asking the obvious, this is just life.
hoho..i miss home, i realised that i didnt go home the whole of last week. Stepped into it for a day, and here i am, back at hall since tues. And not to mention, its the holidays now. WHy?????
Sucky life. Bring me to genting and may time stopped there, so i don't have to face all the stressful things in life.
Im going to my neighbour's 21st birthday party this saturday. Just to think about it, mine is coming real soon. Well, at least just half a year away. The 21st birthday party that i have long dreamt/planned about it since like..hmmx..when i was in secondary school. I always thought that it is a must to have a big and grand 21st birthday party. To have my boyfriend there to spend my 21st with me. I dreamt of that every now and then. Isn't it the most important stage in life? Yet I don't like it when people do it for the sake of doing.
Korkor's 21st is the most absurb. Having a chalet and guess what, he has to pay for the chalet. I won't ever, why should i, i rather not have it then. It involves so much money, yes, every single cents mean to me. It was absurb to the extent that we had to cook the buffet ourselves. Made a mess out of the whole kitchen, cooked an overestimation of food, bought an overly large cake. everybosy was so tired.
I don't want to hold it at a chalet, because, it is so small. If my house were big enough, the most ideal place, really, is my house. Aloha changi is too far, although it is big. If i lived in a condominium, the function hall will be the best. But everything involves $$$. Hai, perhaps, in the end, i won't have my dream party. Somemore, it falls on a very stupid wednesday. i don't like to celebrate my birthday early, not later either. 1st july is so nice, thats y i don;t like any other dates.
talking about dates, our business plan mentioned about when we want to start launching our business, someone suggested 5 may, i agreed immediately.是好日子！i told my group mates. i gave myself before i graduate to master that one thing, but, 八字都还没一丿.
Jurong point 2 is opened. Yes, the xtension of the old jurong point. It's so much bigger, nicer, and yes, higher end. We went there last night, with the usual 5 of us. Yongxiang came out from camp to join us. I wondered when will the last time for me to step into jurong point again be? I told my mum that i won't ever alight at boon lay again after i graduate. The furthest will be chinese garden. Its just so far from me.
I have so much to say to write, but i feel like sleeping now, hexis rehearsal later...i can go home tommorrow!! i want chinese new year soon.
I just notice a phenomenon next year! all holidays fall on either fridays or saturdays or sundays or mondays. To summarise, it will be long weekends for the whole of next year, because mon will be a holiday even if it falls on sundays!
Only silly people like me would notice all the dates each year............
有得必有失，vice versa. You never get the best of both world, why? You are asking the obvious, this is just life.
hoho..i miss home, i realised that i didnt go home the whole of last week. Stepped into it for a day, and here i am, back at hall since tues. And not to mention, its the holidays now. WHy?????
Sucky life. Bring me to genting and may time stopped there, so i don't have to face all the stressful things in life.
Im going to my neighbour's 21st birthday party this saturday. Just to think about it, mine is coming real soon. Well, at least just half a year away. The 21st birthday party that i have long dreamt/planned about it since like..hmmx..when i was in secondary school. I always thought that it is a must to have a big and grand 21st birthday party. To have my boyfriend there to spend my 21st with me. I dreamt of that every now and then. Isn't it the most important stage in life? Yet I don't like it when people do it for the sake of doing.
Korkor's 21st is the most absurb. Having a chalet and guess what, he has to pay for the chalet. I won't ever, why should i, i rather not have it then. It involves so much money, yes, every single cents mean to me. It was absurb to the extent that we had to cook the buffet ourselves. Made a mess out of the whole kitchen, cooked an overestimation of food, bought an overly large cake. everybosy was so tired.
I don't want to hold it at a chalet, because, it is so small. If my house were big enough, the most ideal place, really, is my house. Aloha changi is too far, although it is big. If i lived in a condominium, the function hall will be the best. But everything involves $$$. Hai, perhaps, in the end, i won't have my dream party. Somemore, it falls on a very stupid wednesday. i don't like to celebrate my birthday early, not later either. 1st july is so nice, thats y i don;t like any other dates.
talking about dates, our business plan mentioned about when we want to start launching our business, someone suggested 5 may, i agreed immediately.是好日子！i told my group mates. i gave myself before i graduate to master that one thing, but, 八字都还没一丿.
Jurong point 2 is opened. Yes, the xtension of the old jurong point. It's so much bigger, nicer, and yes, higher end. We went there last night, with the usual 5 of us. Yongxiang came out from camp to join us. I wondered when will the last time for me to step into jurong point again be? I told my mum that i won't ever alight at boon lay again after i graduate. The furthest will be chinese garden. Its just so far from me.
I have so much to say to write, but i feel like sleeping now, hexis rehearsal later...i can go home tommorrow!! i want chinese new year soon.
I just notice a phenomenon next year! all holidays fall on either fridays or saturdays or sundays or mondays. To summarise, it will be long weekends for the whole of next year, because mon will be a holiday even if it falls on sundays!
Only silly people like me would notice all the dates each year............
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
this way or that way??
Do people really do their work just because they are indeed responsible? or because they are afraid that others will think that they are not being reponsible? and hence they do it?
hmmxx..
hmmxx..
Monday, December 8, 2008
Kor kor
haha, my kor is so great, while we were enjoying the chalet, he went back home so that he can wake up early for the standard chartered marathon. He slept for 4 hrs only, because..cindy was back home with him..haha.
I thought he had a really gd timing, despite not training much. BUt the consequence was, he could not even walk properly after that. REminded me of Me! I could understand the pain in the knee. And the worse thing was!!! He lost his medal!!! If it were me, i think i will cry like nobody's business.
He is just so blur.
I feel so fat, i think i should stop eating! haha..and get started on exercising!
I thought he had a really gd timing, despite not training much. BUt the consequence was, he could not even walk properly after that. REminded me of Me! I could understand the pain in the knee. And the worse thing was!!! He lost his medal!!! If it were me, i think i will cry like nobody's business.
He is just so blur.
I feel so fat, i think i should stop eating! haha..and get started on exercising!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
来去匆匆。。。
ARGH! NTU registration system really sucks. Slots come so fast and go so fast..Good things come and go..come and go...
Then might as well don't come.........
Business plan is so difficult
Other than 3 Jan...i don't foresee a gd sem nxt yr..until may..
I cant wait for the MAGICAL MAY..............................i love MAY
because it brings joy..
Then might as well don't come.........
Business plan is so difficult
Other than 3 Jan...i don't foresee a gd sem nxt yr..until may..
I cant wait for the MAGICAL MAY..............................i love MAY
because it brings joy..
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
moody moody.......
Is it the lack of sleep? or is it the entrepreneurship course? or is it hexis? So tired, so sian.
What makes a good team? and what makes a good team member. I have this feeling, that i am a lousy member in my group. I can''t seem to blend in very much. Its like, in terms of contributions, i tried so hard to contribute, but it seems that, its not what they want.
"choon yan, 你还在吗？" was what one of my group member suddenly asked me during our meeting after class. What was that suppose to mean? That i'm sleeping away and not contributing? I thought our meeting was not efficient, and it just happens that i don't have as much things to say. I did my part, but they spent the whole time polishing up their slides and not mine. They talked about online games, which i don't play. I can't find anything to speak, to say.
All i can say is, i know i did my part, but im not a very vocal person. ANd yes, I AM SLOW, so what? I'm not a fast learner, neither am i a creative person. ENtrepreneur is definitely not for me, i hate it. I would not want to enter a business, I don't want to follow in someone's footsteps. I don't want uncertainty. I felt so stupid during this course. I felt that i could not achieve anything. I felt so uncertain about my future. Where is my talent? Why does everyone seems so clever around me but i just can't seem too find my positive points?
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What makes a good team? and what makes a good team member. I have this feeling, that i am a lousy member in my group. I can''t seem to blend in very much. Its like, in terms of contributions, i tried so hard to contribute, but it seems that, its not what they want.
"choon yan, 你还在吗？" was what one of my group member suddenly asked me during our meeting after class. What was that suppose to mean? That i'm sleeping away and not contributing? I thought our meeting was not efficient, and it just happens that i don't have as much things to say. I did my part, but they spent the whole time polishing up their slides and not mine. They talked about online games, which i don't play. I can't find anything to speak, to say.
All i can say is, i know i did my part, but im not a very vocal person. ANd yes, I AM SLOW, so what? I'm not a fast learner, neither am i a creative person. ENtrepreneur is definitely not for me, i hate it. I would not want to enter a business, I don't want to follow in someone's footsteps. I don't want uncertainty. I felt so stupid during this course. I felt that i could not achieve anything. I felt so uncertain about my future. Where is my talent? Why does everyone seems so clever around me but i just can't seem too find my positive points?
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