moody moody.......

Is it the lack of sleep? or is it the entrepreneurship course? or is it hexis? So tired, so sian.

What makes a good team? and what makes a good team member. I have this feeling, that i am a lousy member in my group. I can''t seem to blend in very much. Its like, in terms of contributions, i tried so hard to contribute, but it seems that, its not what they want.

"choon yan, 你还在吗？" was what one of my group member suddenly asked me during our meeting after class. What was that suppose to mean? That i'm sleeping away and not contributing? I thought our meeting was not efficient, and it just happens that i don't have as much things to say. I did my part, but they spent the whole time polishing up their slides and not mine. They talked about online games, which i don't play. I can't find anything to speak, to say.

All i can say is, i know i did my part, but im not a very vocal person. ANd yes, I AM SLOW, so what? I'm not a fast learner, neither am i a creative person. ENtrepreneur is definitely not for me, i hate it. I would not want to enter a business, I don't want to follow in someone's footsteps. I don't want uncertainty. I felt so stupid during this course. I felt that i could not achieve anything. I felt so uncertain about my future. Where is my talent? Why does everyone seems so clever around me but i just can't seem too find my positive points?

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