are we on the verge of breaking up?

This blog started because of love and misses for someone. And now it seemed like it is going to shut down because of the same person. I felt a distance, a very far distance from the person i thought i loved most and cherished most. Break-up has never been part of my vocabulary. Do couples really cannot survive for more than 3years? In anyway, it does not matter whatever i write here anymore, he does not read anyway. He said he cant even take care of himself. Isnt this statement obvious enough that hes sick of me and that we should go our sepearate ways? Do you really want that to happen? Even how angry i am, sad i am, i will not say this two words: break up, in front of you. because people always do it in a fit of anger and will regret after that. after all, how can 2 people who loved each other so much just separate just like that? I dont know if he still loves me as much, are we not going to talk anymore?