As usual, i will always visit some food blogs before i sleep and there it is, i chanced upon photographs of the chinatown now! i really want to immerse in that period-- CNY period. I like to anticipate, at the very least, thinking of cny cheers me up!
I want to go chinatown, buy nian huo, listen to cny songs, go out with family..etc etc.
I cant even bake for my friends and families this yr, too busy.
HOHO, nxt yr ba! i want to do all the things i like, fm this may! i don't want to be tied down by hall anymore!
GONG XI FA CAI! haha
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
so cold
sms so cold, tears welled up, rolled down.
a protest? an expression of unhappiness?
no exclamations marks....
totally impacted by your mood, because i care
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a protest? an expression of unhappiness?
no exclamations marks....
totally impacted by your mood, because i care
. ...... .... .... ....
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Fruitful one week/ thoughts
Last week was the start of the week. It was still pretty honeymoon period bcoz there wasnt any labs, tutorials. And for the first time, i went to look see how the army camp is like. Ironically, it wasnt my kor's one. I've never even been to his! It was dada's bro camp. I even got to meet his relatives, at the temple. All these little things do make an impact on me. It gave me importance, hence, i never fail to gather everyone for my relatives' gathering, siblings birthday etc etc, because dada is part of us. I sometimes hestitate to stay over at his house, for fear how his parents will think, afterall, im a girl and should not always be staying over, yet come to think of it, perhaps nobody thought so and its just me who thought so much...
Was really enjoying every moment of the days last week. Jogging, turtle soup...I always like to think back about all the good things.
Feel kind of, how should i go about this semester? With 14 AUs, its considered very slack. Yet, each module requires more effort than before. Even lab has exams. With hexis to add on til March, cockroach asked me what is my aim for this sem? My reply was, to maintain or go higher. Sometimes, i don;t know how i should go along adjusting my circle of friends. I still have the impression that da don;t like me to have any communication w cockroach. But yet i don;t want da to have other thinking. I really don;t like to see disappointed, sad, sick, angry expressions on my loved ones. This lunch was also after much thought before i agreed. And to tell da that i had lunch w him, is because i respect da.
Hai, a lunch totally spoiled my mood, and i didnt even eat. Perhaps i think too much what dada will think. I think because i tend to put others in my shoes and therefore think how will i think/feel and apply those thinking on other people, which isnt the case. Even for this post, it took me so long to gather my thoughts.......
okie, i should eat now, felt better after writing down! =>
Was really enjoying every moment of the days last week. Jogging, turtle soup...I always like to think back about all the good things.
Feel kind of, how should i go about this semester? With 14 AUs, its considered very slack. Yet, each module requires more effort than before. Even lab has exams. With hexis to add on til March, cockroach asked me what is my aim for this sem? My reply was, to maintain or go higher. Sometimes, i don;t know how i should go along adjusting my circle of friends. I still have the impression that da don;t like me to have any communication w cockroach. But yet i don;t want da to have other thinking. I really don;t like to see disappointed, sad, sick, angry expressions on my loved ones. This lunch was also after much thought before i agreed. And to tell da that i had lunch w him, is because i respect da.
Hai, a lunch totally spoiled my mood, and i didnt even eat. Perhaps i think too much what dada will think. I think because i tend to put others in my shoes and therefore think how will i think/feel and apply those thinking on other people, which isnt the case. Even for this post, it took me so long to gather my thoughts.......
okie, i should eat now, felt better after writing down! =>
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
sucky subjects..post alcohol
my timetable is so uncertain, everything is so uncertain, i really hate that kind of feeling. Why is the school system like that, forcing us to take things we don't like.
For the past few days, i was really feeling very unwell, probably due to the alcohol, could not eat well, sleep well, probably also because of school, hall, etc etc.
I suddenly miss year one so so much, my hall life in year one. everyone is here together. I can't remember how long it was since we all walk together to can 14 to eat the very nice jap food. Now is just can 2 and can 2.How boring.
After 3 Jan, the most looked forward date will be 8 march. I can't wait to go overseas again, the place where i can let down everything, but i really hope, its full attendence.
I want to go JJ concert, Im sure i will be very happy then, really happy.
Come to think of it, i haven gone on a proper date since dada went to Canada, haha, but time does not permit it, Never mind, good things don't come easy ma, i will wait!!!
For the past few days, i was really feeling very unwell, probably due to the alcohol, could not eat well, sleep well, probably also because of school, hall, etc etc.
I suddenly miss year one so so much, my hall life in year one. everyone is here together. I can't remember how long it was since we all walk together to can 14 to eat the very nice jap food. Now is just can 2 and can 2.How boring.
After 3 Jan, the most looked forward date will be 8 march. I can't wait to go overseas again, the place where i can let down everything, but i really hope, its full attendence.
I want to go JJ concert, Im sure i will be very happy then, really happy.
Come to think of it, i haven gone on a proper date since dada went to Canada, haha, but time does not permit it, Never mind, good things don't come easy ma, i will wait!!!
Thursday, January 1, 2009
bear bear!/2009
i finally received my bear today! 1 jan..it took one year to reach!
What a countdown we had..fun..not fun..
I always wondered how it is like to be unconscious /semi-unconscious..i first tried it when i fainted during my cross country in secondary 3. I practically lost consciousness and for the last quarter of the route, i didnt know what i was doing. The effect of fainting was nothing, for i don't know how i fainted in the first place. The after effect was the worse part, my head was spinning and my head felt like a thousand tonnes..it was really bad.I thought that i was gone.
Yesterday, i felt it another time. But this time, it was because i was drunk, really drunk. As usual, i always wondered how it was like to be drunk.I wanted to try, i really wanted to know. Yesterday, because it was at my house, i didnt care how much i could drink.We just played and drank. I can't remember what i said. I was so wobbly, and the moment i opened my eyes, everybody else's face was distorted and the whole world was spinning. Now i know why people do things they don't do when they are drunk.You really have ni strength at all. BUt luckily, elaine helped me to clean up, and all the rest helped too. Nobody was as drunk as me. Yes, that was so unglam.
I wouldn't say that i really regret drinking so much, because i finally knew what it is like to be drunk. But one thing for sure is that, this will be the first and the last timethat i am getting so drunk. i don;t like alcohol anyway, it was for the fun of it. My mum warned me too..haha. I don't like people who drink and smoke, so why should i?
and so, i ended my 2008..or rather..i started 2009, with such an impact. I shall impact 2009 then! haha...airport..here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What a countdown we had..fun..not fun..
I always wondered how it is like to be unconscious /semi-unconscious..i first tried it when i fainted during my cross country in secondary 3. I practically lost consciousness and for the last quarter of the route, i didnt know what i was doing. The effect of fainting was nothing, for i don't know how i fainted in the first place. The after effect was the worse part, my head was spinning and my head felt like a thousand tonnes..it was really bad.I thought that i was gone.
Yesterday, i felt it another time. But this time, it was because i was drunk, really drunk. As usual, i always wondered how it was like to be drunk.I wanted to try, i really wanted to know. Yesterday, because it was at my house, i didnt care how much i could drink.We just played and drank. I can't remember what i said. I was so wobbly, and the moment i opened my eyes, everybody else's face was distorted and the whole world was spinning. Now i know why people do things they don't do when they are drunk.You really have ni strength at all. BUt luckily, elaine helped me to clean up, and all the rest helped too. Nobody was as drunk as me. Yes, that was so unglam.
I wouldn't say that i really regret drinking so much, because i finally knew what it is like to be drunk. But one thing for sure is that, this will be the first and the last timethat i am getting so drunk. i don;t like alcohol anyway, it was for the fun of it. My mum warned me too..haha. I don't like people who drink and smoke, so why should i?
and so, i ended my 2008..or rather..i started 2009, with such an impact. I shall impact 2009 then! haha...airport..here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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