bear bear!/2009

i finally received my bear today! 1 jan..it took one year to reach!

What a countdown we had..fun..not fun..

I always wondered how it is like to be unconscious /semi-unconscious..i first tried it when i fainted during my cross country in secondary 3. I practically lost consciousness and for the last quarter of the route, i didnt know what i was doing. The effect of fainting was nothing, for i don't know how i fainted in the first place. The after effect was the worse part, my head was spinning and my head felt like a thousand tonnes..it was really bad.I thought that i was gone.

Yesterday, i felt it another time. But this time, it was because i was drunk, really drunk. As usual, i always wondered how it was like to be drunk.I wanted to try, i really wanted to know. Yesterday, because it was at my house, i didnt care how much i could drink.We just played and drank. I can't remember what i said. I was so wobbly, and the moment i opened my eyes, everybody else's face was distorted and the whole world was spinning. Now i know why people do things they don't do when they are drunk.You really have ni strength at all. BUt luckily, elaine helped me to clean up, and all the rest helped too. Nobody was as drunk as me. Yes, that was so unglam.
I wouldn't say that i really regret drinking so much, because i finally knew what it is like to be drunk. But one thing for sure is that, this will be the first and the last timethat i am getting so drunk. i don;t like alcohol anyway, it was for the fun of it. My mum warned me too..haha. I don't like people who drink and smoke, so why should i?

and so, i ended my 2008..or rather..i started 2009, with such an impact. I shall impact 2009 then! haha...airport..here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!