work and work!

OMG! i almost type all these words that i was going to type in my birthday blog, heng arz! i finally woke up to ran today, i mean i did last fri also. I really wonder how the working class goes to exercise every single day, its really no life! its wither u wake up very early to run( because most will start work at 8 plus or 9), or you run when you reach home at 8 plus or nine. But i suppose most will go to the gym instead, no choice. I suddenly felt like swimming again, to swim 50 laps in one go without stoppig in 1 hr 20 min time. I mean, that was so great of me! haha, given that i dun even have a bronze cert...perhaps thats why im no good in water sports, and i cant join da for so many things. I cant even carryy a kayak well, da must be thinking im so lousy, he must have seen so much stronger girls..

I wanted so much to see him sail, yes, even to sit down there to see, but i was denied the chance, it made me felt sad..left out. I had a wish, or a surprise, that is to be the firt girl other than his mum and sis to drive him alone out, but this chance was destroyed by another girl. i think it willl be destroyed once more nxt week, well, forget it then. lets hope im just not the third or forth..

its just work and work everyday, 11-14 is PC show at suntec, i was so hoping he will say we don't have to work, but at the same time, it will be lost of money!! i cant, i actually hoped to leave this job early, but for money, i shall stay on. I think i work too hard sometmes, pushing myself to get 10 everytime, and that resulted in throat pain. Am i stupid or what? why so mai li? not as if anyone in this job are pushing themselves..hai yo. thats me

mummy and i agreed on one pt readily, i tend to not be taught when i go to a newplace to work, i learnt myself, whether last time in cafe or now, but when a new person comes, they will be dependent and kept asking me, and being the nice person, i will spoonfeed them with everything i know, and i cant believe i was so patient, this time or last time in cafe before i left. too nice may backfire too. too nice=naive=cheatable

well lets be nice and not nice then!!

felt bad that i cld not take care of dada when he was sick, hope you are fine already!! muacks!