The one who emailed me when he is in Canada no longer reads my blog. The one who says: sometimes you will feel better when you write things down so that "I" can see what you are thinking, no longer reads my blog. Me? Everyday, as long as I am online, I go to his blog everyday. Concerned about what he thinks, afraid that he may be upset, so that I will be the very first person to talk to him.

The one who always enjoys going overseas to upgrade himself and to leave others alone, yet does not care about whether the others are doing good or not.

He can just really enjoy himself when he is overseas, theres company, both boys and girls, and scooping ice cream from a girl's cup, how sweet.

The one who doesnt even think of his girlfriend when he is enjoying himself. The one who is no different from his sister, who doesnt want to commit fully into a relationship.

The one who thinks: well, i will think of you when i think of you, but please don't disturb me when im doing something serious, like working in Japan.

The one who thinks that I always say bad things about him. The one who thinks that I love him more than he love me and that i have stronger feeling towards him than he is.

You put too high a hat for yourself. The one who thinks that the future is a future, we don't have to think about it now.

The one who tries to escape questions from me like what exactly did hedo on our 2 year anniversary before he came to chat with me.

The one whom i feel does not tell me everything. The one whom i felt that i self-disclosed toomuch and felt now that i should not have done so.

The one whom have made me sad more than happy for these 2 months.

Most importantly, the one whom i loved and treasured so much, no longer treasures me anymore.