is everyone against time?

It pissed me off whenever people are late for meetings etc. I always wonder if they ever know that there is this thing called the watch or clock. They don't even bother to say sorry or don't seem flustered at all that they are late, or even bother to tell people that they will be late.

Im really very particular with time, i can't remember who trained me to be that punctual always, to have a sense of time/urgency. But it seems that it is not the trend now, its Perfectly fine to be late, whats the big deal man?

Well, try being late for your job interviews, exams.

Perhaps i should try to be late too..Its just time..too tired to race against time anymore.

I repect people who are punctual=> Which means all hall 6 people are fucked up?

Yup they are.

fastest mouth wins

I was so in deep thoughts yesterday, after the meeting with the stupid top 4, or so they claim, it should be bottom four, or they don't even have the right to exist in this world in the first place.

After that, was as usual, a talk with teronne. Shes perhaps the best person to talk to to help resolve hall conflicts. I came to realise that I must not keep quiet and let people do their own way anymore. It was always like that, which is why they kept saying hall people kan ren qi fu. Perhaps im the victim. Too good? arent people suppose to be nice to others? Or am i living in a world too realistic that being nice doesnt bring u anything but pain. It made me grow up alot, during these 2 years in hall. Im able to think in a 2 way direction more frequently, so let my brain operate faster so that i am always ready to defend myself in whatever way.

Treat it as a good thing, that perhaps I will be more streetsmart/people smart in future. I want to use the holidays to prepare for my own defence during AGM nxt sem. Lets see if the bad guys still win in the end.

a happy sat!

Last week was hell week! but it ended so sweetly with a fun filled weekend!
Describing how i spent my weekends will be over the word limit! I never thought guys can be so xi xin, im so fortunate, just so bad that i dint do a great job, nvm theres still countless years for me to improve! haha!

I cant wait for night cycling again! but i don't think it will be as fun as last year, because we have so many people less. Nevertheless, its meant as a memory for me, and also to exercise! I promise i will run after hexis! haha

Catching up with my NPCC frenz at yuan's party was do engaging! discussing about yet another trip with them. The last one was at loola in 2004. Some things were so memorable all of them actually remembered and kept saying! hoho.. Lets hope its somewhere ive never been before. Trip with np frenz. is a prelude! haha. so must earn more money during the three months holidays! and i really really cant wait..last year this period, i was peeping almost everyday! so memorable! haha once again, happy valentine's day dada! happy total defence day! wish u stay pretty cute cute always!

The first time

This is the first time that i need to think of such things, despite my really busy busy week. Ive long wanted this very much, to have the need to think of what to do. I never had the chance, and if i did have the chance, it never comes before it ends.

This year is my 1st and ever first VALENTINES day! How exciting can it be. Not much ive done, yet enough to make me sweat! haha

Next year's valentine's day falls on Chinese new year day 1! so cool!

Rush here rush there!

This whole week was like a hell week for me! but im sure it will end with a nice weekend!
But perhaps because of my busy schedule, ive been trying to be as disciplined as i can. And my effort was not wasted, at least for the very first test that i took this sem, in fact, i put in too much effort into studying, but i just felt that it was totally unfair that people around me were discussing and flipping their lecture notes as if the prof is dead. Their cheated their marks out. I didnt! But this is a reality society, if i don't cheat, i will really lose out to all! But yet, it should not be this way!

relieved..

IM actually very happy today, because Hong Leong Foundation decided to give us a grant. I don't know how much it is, but it can really relieve us of some stress, even if its a few hundred, for i foresee that tickets sales will be quite bad.

I was doing my work at north spine, when my mind drifted off to think about hexis. I was worried about hexis tickets sales. It always happens in class, though i will try to get my mind back to lesson as soon as possible.In a while, my phone rang! I was so shocked and surprised that HL is providing us with a sponsorship. We are like only one month away from the productions, and yet there is still a sponsorship for us!

I just could not describe my feelings, how happy and excited i was. But i don;t think anybody can understand how i felt, how relieved i was. perhaps, except for elaine. I felt as though i hasnt had this kind of happy and excited feeling for such a long time. It was really a miracle, yes, to me it is. The first miracle i had in life, was during my sec 2 cross country, when i fainted. I crossed the line unknowingly and got no.10, which i did not expect at all! This is the second i ever had.

The first instinct was to message elaine! i know how happy she will be too, she went through all these with me, she knows it the best. then i spread the news to ter and yx and ronnie, dada.

lets hope it will be a decent amount, but i can't be too happy for sure, for ticket sales is really bad..i hopoe another miracle comes true.

Test next monday, trying my very best to study for it these few days. This wkend will be so busy i forsee i wont have time to study well. Its 40 percent, i cant let it go. its 3am now! all bcoz of the make-up thing just now, but well, as producer, i have to be down to oversee.

Put me through this test, once again, for i no longer have anyone to help me in my studies, i lost my helpful tutor, my friendship. im totally ignored

In this world, we can't just have the best of both worlds, i realise..tired

looking forward, looking backward

So much things have passed in just a blink of eye, my long awaited CNY is over. I missed the wkends prior to CNY eve so much, because i can go shopping with kor and fang using a car!

Missed the cny visit to dada's house, miss the midnite movie, the visit to loyang tua pek kong.....

This yr is the secong time that i am not at home for the bai tian kong during chu jiu..wanted so much to be back at home, its something that i always look forward to since young, i don't know why, perhaps, its because all of us are together, or perhaps, its just fun to stay up late to fold the incense paper, to see the burning of sugarcane..i just like the feeling.

I haven really had time to sleep well, even during the cny period, its worse. I long for a good sleep so much, a sleep when i know that i don;t have to do anything the next day, when i don;t have to care about whether my alarm clock is on or not.

I suddenly felt bored while studying, and i just took my hp out. No, this time i wasnt looking back at all my messages, or rather, i was listening to all my recorded songs in my hp, songs which i sang myself and recorded them along the way. I missed one particular song so much, wu jia hui song. i almost forgoted that this singaporean singer existed. until i hear his song again. This was the may period song, though i cant remember which show was it. then i started to read my diary again, it was a kind of occassional routine i always do...look back. And thought of all the happy..sad things. My last few entries was so..hmmx..i never want it to happen again.

I always believe that songs leave a particular deep impression during your certain periods in life. It has always been for me. Yang cong, was representative of my exam period in april 08. the english songs during my cafe period, wu jiahui song..alot alot.
This is the boring period again, and the phrase starts to come again: everything will turn out fine in the end. Its just about a month to the end, and i can't wait. I need a breather..really..

i fear of going back to hall at night, because once im back, i cant have the chance to touch my work, and my night is gone just like that..

night cycling, will it be as fun this year? i suddenly missed RF so much, the 1st year we had in hall.i love the mahjong session at dada house. Perhaps some things just cannot change, and we can't just accept a new friendship just like that, its like that.

JIAYOU YAN YAN!