I was so in deep thoughts yesterday, after the meeting with the stupid top 4, or so they claim, it should be bottom four, or they don't even have the right to exist in this world in the first place.
After that, was as usual, a talk with teronne. Shes perhaps the best person to talk to to help resolve hall conflicts. I came to realise that I must not keep quiet and let people do their own way anymore. It was always like that, which is why they kept saying hall people kan ren qi fu. Perhaps im the victim. Too good? arent people suppose to be nice to others? Or am i living in a world too realistic that being nice doesnt bring u anything but pain. It made me grow up alot, during these 2 years in hall. Im able to think in a 2 way direction more frequently, so let my brain operate faster so that i am always ready to defend myself in whatever way.
Treat it as a good thing, that perhaps I will be more streetsmart/people smart in future. I want to use the holidays to prepare for my own defence during AGM nxt sem. Lets see if the bad guys still win in the end.
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