relieved..

IM actually very happy today, because Hong Leong Foundation decided to give us a grant. I don't know how much it is, but it can really relieve us of some stress, even if its a few hundred, for i foresee that tickets sales will be quite bad.

I was doing my work at north spine, when my mind drifted off to think about hexis. I was worried about hexis tickets sales. It always happens in class, though i will try to get my mind back to lesson as soon as possible.In a while, my phone rang! I was so shocked and surprised that HL is providing us with a sponsorship. We are like only one month away from the productions, and yet there is still a sponsorship for us!

I just could not describe my feelings, how happy and excited i was. But i don;t think anybody can understand how i felt, how relieved i was. perhaps, except for elaine. I felt as though i hasnt had this kind of happy and excited feeling for such a long time. It was really a miracle, yes, to me it is. The first miracle i had in life, was during my sec 2 cross country, when i fainted. I crossed the line unknowingly and got no.10, which i did not expect at all! This is the second i ever had.

The first instinct was to message elaine! i know how happy she will be too, she went through all these with me, she knows it the best. then i spread the news to ter and yx and ronnie, dada.

lets hope it will be a decent amount, but i can't be too happy for sure, for ticket sales is really bad..i hopoe another miracle comes true.

Test next monday, trying my very best to study for it these few days. This wkend will be so busy i forsee i wont have time to study well. Its 40 percent, i cant let it go. its 3am now! all bcoz of the make-up thing just now, but well, as producer, i have to be down to oversee.

Put me through this test, once again, for i no longer have anyone to help me in my studies, i lost my helpful tutor, my friendship. im totally ignored

In this world, we can't just have the best of both worlds, i realise..tired