Sunday, July 26, 2009

disappointed..with my dad

We no longer regards him as our dad, just a person in name. Today everything changed. Another debtor came out of nowhere, we were startled. I dont know howmany secrets he has we him. I pity mummy. Having a husband who does not pay every single house bill, a husband who does not bother about the house, a man who does not bring a single amount back home. He is a jerk, he is a failure.

WHat er are doing, is to help the family. We agreed to close down the company, starting everything from tomorrow. WHy cant he learn from his past failure, he is a bankrupcy!! I dont knoe how much further he wants to sink in it. I didnt know i had a broken family, i thought mine had no scars......

yetr whatever he did outside, we knew nuts. we knew nothing, that is how little communcation we have, mummy have with him. the whole night was about questioning and more questioning, not any criminal, but our very own dad. im always ashamed to tell da about all this, that he never contributes to the house and everyshit he did outside, becoz i didnt want him to get a bad image of dad, but now it doesnt matter any more, he is a jerk, no doubt.

I still remeber the card, but i guess it no longer mean anything to me, kee eng chin, has changed.

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