Last friday, i received yet another surprise from shenqibaohe! but i have to wait a week before i could open. I don't think anybody knows about my blog, even dada, though i dropped hint to him, but i don't think he caught my hint. I think i knew what the gift was.
I went to AMK hub with mummy on saturday to mail a gift to dada. Don'tthink will reach them in time on 28 sep..its alright. But 20 sep..was kallang leisure park official opening. If dada were in Singapore, i would have gone there with him, its been some time since we went there, i wanted to immerse in that atmosphere again.
Yesterday night, kor and I had a long talk, about him n cindy, me n dada. I knew he had some problems. we talked about the difficulty of a relationship, his past, everybody's past. I didn't know guys have a sense of insecurity too. He said that somehow things changed abit after he had gone to his exchange earlier this year, but its becase he thought too much,he assured me that WE WON"T. I'm confident too. Although sometimes there are thoughts here and there.
There are times when i really really miss him alot, for to skype just once per week, it's not alot. But i can't be selfish and take up his time. Actually wanted to chat with him during this weekend, but weekends he will be out.
This is something that is meaningful : "in love, one must relax one's clutches, in order for your lover to stick closer to you. When you ask less, he or she will open up and tell you even more."
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