I suddenly had the thinking that my poor results for the mid terms were so expected that instead of feeling extremely sad, i just told myself to carry on. its all over, i can only look on and tell myself..life still goes on.
Just one happy thing, i got the bursary from NTU! quite a huge amount too,(which indirectly states my financial status) and to celebrate, i treated mum n sis to movie and dinner. We watched connected on wednesday after my dental visit. Pretty decent but unrealistic plot.
Because of my tests, i did not even get to talk to dada for this week, albeit talking to dada for a mere 10 minutes on thurs morning. I totally cant stand not talking to him for a week, yet i cant help it, im in a dilemma! And all i could do, is to think of him and behave like a cry baby. i hate to let dada see me cry, i don't like to appear weak in front of him, although thats the case always. Let this year pass quickly, and i just want a decent GPA of 3.5 and I'm happy enough. Do grant me that, i'm working hard.
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