so much to say

I have somany things up here in my mind, therefore i ended up here. I was supposed to do yet another lab report, but my mind just cant keep still. Dada's blog lets me think, think and think. I like his cinderella story, with love, you would have magic within. I saw the reference, and again, i thought of so many things. To be true, I know alot of things from dada, alot of his inner thinking, feelings. Ironically, not much through he himself, but rather, through his old blog. I sometimes wished that i had known every single detail of his past, but sometimes, there will still be things which i won't know totally. I want him to tell me more, i want more of a heart to heart talk, just like the butterfly park talk. Sometimes, i think too much.

There was this show, where a guy and a girl were getting married. The guy's ex-girlfriend then met with an accident, she was half paralysed. He became very distraught, but his wife-to-be told him to go and see her if he was worried. off he went, and he became emotional, and told his ex that he cared alot about her all along. they hugged each other.....the guys parents then reminded him that he is getting married. and luckily, he made sense out of himself.

Guys are guys, they tend not to forget. That's the bad thing about having a past. Deep down in the heart, perhaps, there is still a tiny tiny little her, which explains why an accident can trigger his heart. Girls would know that his wife-to-be wished he had not went. (Girls say this and mean that) I have alot of past, but they are not memorable, so in my tiny tiny heart deep down, i can swear for sure that there isn't any. For one has totally filled up my heart now......