I thought i was feeling better, but now the stress is coming, yet again. Exams are just a month away, and there are 4 more tests before the exams are here. In a way, it is good, but it also adds on the stress. Especially when i'm not doing well for my past 3 tests. Hexis is hanging there too, and i received alot of rejection letters from the foundations.
I really don't feel like touching hexis for the time being, I don't come to university to be involved in all these and make my grades suffer. I really don't understand why i'm doing this to myself. But all I can say is that, "everything happenes for a purpose" and will eventually lead to a good ending. As what dada told me "everything will turn out fine eventually", thats for him, and its for me too. How I wish dada is my my side physically now. He always cheers me up. Been skyping with him, for the max of 3 times last week! But exams are coming, and i'm afraid I can't afford this kind of time anymore, yet I want to talk to dada, its a dilemma. I hate to make decisions. I never like to. . I really miss you.
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