all soaked in school

Today was the official last lesson of the semester before exam really starts. In fact, mine first paper will begin next tuesday! Seriously, i really hated Hw module, i mean, I still hate it now, for I'm one who cannot write well. But I found that I have found two really good friends to talk to. I thought i blended in with both of them so well. Being able to talk about anything under the sun. They even tell me their problems, and I felt so good that they looked upon me to give them advise. Actually I don't have many friends in my course, friends that I will go to lesson together and hang out with. I supposely have 2, but it became 1. That only friend, she's just a lecture friend, a friend whom i will never talk about my personal life, a friend whom I will never ask her for help, a friend whom i will never study with. But yet without her, I would be a loner in CBC. Thats so contradicting

I have been soaking in either Lee Wee Nam Library or CBE to study. If not for dada, I would not have this discipline to wake up early to study. Nevertheless, I am still getting used to this habit, for it has always been a norm for me to study til 2am and wake up at 10 plus. I feel that 8 hours is still not enough for me, haha.

For the first time that day, I ran two rounds around the school! I am so proud of myself. perhaps it it at most 10km only, but thats a great achievement, on the account that I have not been running much until recently.

Dada and I talked so much yesterday I thought i really have nothing to hide from him anymore. I was so straightforward i thought i will say the wrong things. But I'm glad that things always turn out well. Perhaps I should change my mindset to the more positive side, but as it is, girls are hard to understand and accomodate, it is the constant insecurity that we(us) feel. And that was what i told Maypo today. Chin and Po agreed.

I hope she is not thinking too much again. Nobody wants a couple to break up right? Things are hard to come by, lets cherish everyone around us!