still in progress..

I thought I would listen to my HW102a teacher Alvin and write an entry everyday, even though it may be as short as just a paragraph. But here I am, days after my last entry!

Exams are still in progress and one paper had since passed. It was not what I had expected. I expected it to be reasonably easy. I thought questions from the notes will come out again, but it was not the case. Multiple choices questions were tricky, but well, I don't think it will be disastrous, all I want is a B+ and above. But of course, paper like green chemistry, I really hope an A- will popped out!

I'm not that ambitious, I mean, Im aiming in a reachable way. I don't aim for grades like A+ which I'm never capable of. But of course, if I were to get it, who will not want it? I have been hanging out with CBE people lately, because I go to dada's school everyday to study. Clever people really study in a different way. They practice and discuss a lot among themselves. But again, I think it is something that only above average people can do it. For me, i can't, because i can't even get the real concept right, let alone contribute to the group and discuss among friends. Dada said that Jock Biao's way of studying is wrong, while i agreed (because i'm also like that), i also understand why he studys that way. We, perhaps the more average or less than average people, do not grasp the concept as fast, therefore we tend to feel insecure if we don;t finish summarising and reading the notes before practicing. Nevertheless, I'm also trying to change my style, I do practice more now. But seriously, I'm pretty easily satisfied with life, with grades. B+ will make me smile! haha

Studies are not everything in life, there are still so many things to overlap the injury you got in exams. Everyone is special in a way. Ha, I overheard 3 guys conversation yesterday. I really could not stand the way they prepare for exams; totally "heck care". I would never have the courage to not study for any exam. I would never have the courage to say: "i haven study leh" just one day before the exam, even if its pass/fail! CBE computer lab is not bad, so re nao, unlike my school's ones. But because I'm going there everyday, I haven seen them for ages. I haven watched television for so long! I missed dabaoing food into the tv room. I missed the time when i was in year 1, always eating early lunch with Elaine because every one or a few days, one of us would have afternoon paper. We would then watch those long long ago chinese serials! hao hao kan! Now is good too! See dada everyday!

I swear Im going to lose weight when exams end. I can't eat the way I'm eating now. Although i don;t eat rubbish now, but that's not an eating pattern that I can adopt to lose weight. If you just compare me and dada. We eat almost the same 3 meals a day, but he is taller and bigger! How can we consume the same number of calories a day? When our energy requirements are different! Haha, got to do something about my weight. Its not just about exercise. I really need less rice! 44 kg by my birthday? 40 by TW trip? hehe...39 by.....hmmx..the big big day=>